-__- i read the wrong article

i feel very very terrible today...because i read the wrong article..as usual..class on friday is 'killing' (but i like it most!^__^) me..you have to read unless you'll lost in the class...and as a preparation for today, i read the 2 thick articles regarding the contemporary dialogue--one is the keynote address by the late cardinal sergio pignedoli from the vatican (plus 3 other sub articles behind it), and the other is on the Christian-Muslim Dialogue between M.H Finlay of new zealand and Sumali Alwi of Singapore (mind you..there are all 13 letters plus the prologue!)...

and what do you expect when you enter the class, the whole class was actually discussing about something else!--its about the classical dialogue! (and i read about the contemporary dialogue..waaaaaa T_T sob sob)..and i was lost..couldn'y say anything about the al-hakim nor the caliph al-mahdi..but i with the little 'hope & courage' that are still left in me, i voiced my opinion, i tried to give my observation on the discussion but from the perspective of what i read--the contemporary dialogue..huhu..ya i might have a good point by raising up the issue of 'how settle is settle when we're trying to settle down fundamental things among different beliefs--though they claimed that all three abrahamic religions are under the same umbrella'--is it when we say we unite under the same God/ unity of faith/ etc...(aren't these sound like religious pluralism?)

huhu...ignore all the technicial terms and all the academic jargons...whats important is that i hate being lost in a class disscussion....and i'll make sure next time i'll do my best...not to read the wrong articles..and to be more analytical and critical...

Allah..please help me..i know that what i'm doing now is not for myself...its all for the ummah..and for my beloved deen..

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apart from this terrible experience, alhamdulillah Allah permudahkan jalan pagi tadi..its a loooooong day today..its really hectic...but i managed to convince a friend to join my study-circle-on-islam next week..alhamdulillah..